Episode Transcript
[00:00:07] Speaker A: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Good evening. What's happening?
It's your boy Jay with Ink, and I'm back live with you, another episode of Peas in the Pie podcast, man.
Yo, yo, yo, drop that, drop that, drop that.
But, yo, man, what's happening, man? Happy Tuesday, man, to my live viewers. I appreciate y' all for tapping in every Tuesday, man. You know. You know how we rocking with it.
Hey, man, what. What we on, like, episode five, twin.
Okay, okay, okay, okay. This episode five, man.
[00:00:39] Speaker B: Five.
[00:00:41] Speaker A: You know, we're coming. We're coming, like, live and direct tonight.
However we said each and every Tuesday, you feed me. So today, man, we're gonna switch it up. You know, we're gonna still goof off. We're gonna have our good time, of course, but, you know, as you could tell, I got my. My shades off today. I'm trying to get live and direct, which I want you to look at my eyes, feel me?
I don't want to it up. So we're gonna. We're gonna call it hashtag MMA for men's mental awareness. You feel me?
Really trying to wait on, you know what I'm saying? Share the live. Give me. Get me rocking. I can't really see. Hold on. I'm gonna see who joined as soon as I got them. Look on my phone, I'm gonna start thinking I gotta get a little ado. You feel me? My boy Ellison here, man. I appreciate you, gang.
Oh, let me turn it. Let me turn it up.
[00:01:38] Speaker B: Yeah, you gotta turn that down.
[00:01:39] Speaker A: Yeah, yeah, yeah, I got it, I got it.
Hey, man, when you drop. When you drop in, man, make sure you. You drop a comment for me. So I could thank you for coming in. But, yeah, man, today we're gonna be talking about, you know, men's mental awareness. You know, it's that month, you know, I don't think it really get talked about enough.
I was just looking at some numbers today, bro. It's like, this is like 800, 000 suicides in 20, 23, and 80 of them was males.
Like, bro, that kind of did something to me because it's like, damn, what's happening, man? What's happening, man? I appreciate you for tapping in, but it's like, damn, bro. Like, it's kind of like. Like I always say, bro, it's hard being the man, bro. It's really hard, bro. You know what I'm saying? Like, as far as, like, trying to express yourself, bro, or trying to, like, get off your chest or whatever the case may be, bro, whatever we Find our peace in, bro. Like, rather it be our vices or.
You know what I'm saying? Just, like, just anything, period, bro. Like, like I told y' all earlier, man, I'm gonna start it off, though, you know what I'm saying?
Me personally, bro, I went to prison for four years, man, but three years. One year on house arrest. Three years in prison.
Turboville, man.
Sentence under yoa. Some of y' all might know about that, you know, look, gladiator school, what's happening there? I appreciate you for stepping in, but, bro, sometimes, bro, I'm gonna be real with y' all. Like, that kind of did something to me.
It kind of, like, made me.
The top of the night is men's mental health.
I'm about to get into it.
I'm. I' ma start it off so everybody else. You know what I'm saying? If you want to join and talk, bro, we're gonna. We could do that, too.
But me personally, like I said, I've been to prison. Three years, bro.
You know, house arrest, bro. I'm be real with y' all. Like, a lot of people who I thought was my friends, bro, that's. That was the time, like, I kind of found out people with my friend. And if you know me, you know me, bro. And I used to, like, kind of be, like, more of a friend than people were to me.
You feel me? Like, it was like I was the one with the car. I was the one, you know, like, blessed a little bit, bro. So it was, like, kind of easy to get friends, bro. But, you know, not everybody, like, got your.
No, I'm saying good. Good intention at heart.
[00:04:19] Speaker B: Yeah. Your best interest. Yeah.
[00:04:20] Speaker A: You feel me? So it's like. And I ain't blaming them. Them neither, because, bro, they just only go off of, like, what they raised by, you feel me? But, like, me personally, bro, like, I lost time in my life, bro. I lost friends, bro. I had little ones, bro, who kind of, like, I felt, like, ain't really, like, had my back or, like, I just was kicking me while I was down, bro. You know what I'm saying?
It was kind of hard to, like, find my way in life, bro. Like, I contemplated, like, you know, I don't even like talking about it, bro, but, you know, contemplating some, you know, like, it just, like.
It just like, bro, it was like. That was, like, my roughest time, bro. Like, coming home from prison, bro. Cause, like, now I'm a felon. Like, bro, my best job was working at Hardee's.
You know what I'M saying. Like, it was like.
It was like. It was just weird for me, bro. Like, I couldn't get it together. I couldn't get it together, you know what I'm saying? I always knew how to draw.
And. And. And ironically, though, what's crazy, like, I used to.
That's why I learned how to tattoo it. I learned how to tattoo in prison, bro.
I got some people, you know, they probably. I hope they join the live, man. Like, them boys used to like, man, bro, you. You can me up, bro. You know what I'm saying? Just. Just. Just learn how to do it. Because I used to just draw all the time, you know what I'm saying? I learned how to draw from my grand. And my granny taught me how to draw, bro. So it was like, I just bought the tattoo kit, bro, and this is. I just started, like, doing free tattoos, you know what I'm saying? I used to. Like, y' all used to think it was me being booked, but a lot of used to be free just for me to post, you know what I'm saying? Like, bro, I used to find peace in that. So, like, the grind, I kind of. I kind of skipped, you know what I'm saying? But, like, before this tattoo, man, like, this was rough, you know what I'm saying? Like, it wasn't that easy about it, man. Bro, it's so crazy. I don't. And what. What crazy about being a man, bro. Like, I don't even, like, talking about my, like. Like, my feelings, bro, or, like, feeling vulnerable, bro, and that kind of, like, weird. I'm 32 years old, bro, and it kind of, like, still, like, you know what I'm saying? Yeah. Turboville, Bo and Wabu, Elliot, Remai, you know what I'm saying? Like, sneak the taka, you know what I'm saying? But. But, yeah, bro, it was kind of like just being honest with y' all, bro. Like, like, bro was just rough as hell.
And, bro, that was just like.
Like, I said, bro, I lost, like, a lot of people who I felt like I loved and was like, for me or whatever the case may be, bro. And, like, a lot of people, like, kind of like, I ain't gonna say they just went on with life, you know what I'm saying? People go to jail, brother. You don't. They don't owe you nothing. You know what I'm saying? You put yourself in jail, so it kind of just like, made me, like, look at life different, bro. And I'm kind of, like, still like that to this Day, bro. I'm kind of, like, scared to get hurt by anybody or anything, you know what I'm saying? And we're like, it's just easy for me to, like, isolate myself.
It's easy for me to just, like, go missing, just do my tattoos or, like, not talk to nobody or, you know what I'm saying? Whatever the case may be, bro, you feel me? And, like, I feel like I got to get out of that, bro. Just getting older, you know what I'm saying? Not feeling like everybody don't got a good intention towards me, bro. Like, that's why it's kind of like. It's kind of like, hard for me to be around new people, you know what I'm saying? Like, because I can't. I don't really, like, like, it's just the energy, bro.
Like, you can meet some new people, bro, and they just be for you, for you, for you.
You feel me? Like, and it just, like, for me, it's just like, you know what I'm saying? Kind of hard sometimes. And that just be weird, bro. Cause I do tattoos, I see new people every day.
You feel me? So it's just like, bro, I got my own mental battles, bro. Like, it wasn't always easy. Brain always gonna be hard.
Wait, bro, like, like, like, like, how we talking about brace? Like, it's a mental battle.
Got to keep pushing, you know what I'm saying?
[00:08:21] Speaker B: Brendan Graham said we face a lot of mental battles. For real. It's sad that being a man, we can't express ourselves without being labeled as soft.
[00:08:30] Speaker A: Yeah, bro, that's just.
We grew up hearing that too. Like, boy, you better stop crying.
Boy, you better. You know what I'm saying? You. You just got the toughen up type. But, bro, it like, it's a gift and the curse, bro. Cause, like, not everything affect you, bro, but when you by yourself, bro, it kind of, like, kind of. It kind of rock off sometimes, you know what I'm saying? Like, silence hit hard sometimes, bro.
Like, and sometimes I feel like I just get better with isolation, you know what I'm saying? Like, it is what it is, you know what I'm saying?
But, yeah, man, you know, I hope.
I hope you know, I just want to know. I just want to let y' all know, man, this is safe place and we could talk about whatever, whoever, whoever running back or whoever. Like, post some or like, say something about you let me know and I'm gonna block the out there. I never got down comment on this live or see your comments. Again, Feel me? Like, because not all the time, bro. Everybody all right. That's something we say a lot, too, though. We all right. We don't really be all right.
You just grab your cup, you grab your gas, bro, and you let it ride.
That's what I know how to do. I don't really be tripping on.
That's all I really know how to do. I don't really, like, get too. Too high, too long. People, bro. I don't really, like.
I don't expect a lot of other people, bro. I don't really like, you know, like, bro. And that's how I found my balance, though, bro. Like, it's isolation.
I'm be real with y' all. Ellis.
Let me tell y' all a story about Ellis, man. This one I knew, like, Ellis was like, a real friend, bro. Like, I around, go out one night, you know? I'm saying? Drive down time around the hopping. Ellis with me and Ellis hadn't been out a couple times, mind you. Me and Ellis probably ain't knew each other, like, two years, two, three years, you know what I'm saying? And we went out one night, bro. We drinking, you know what I'm saying? I get a little too carried away. I ain't knew beer and liquor mixed together. Do you dirty like that, you know what I'm saying? So, I mean, that being bust up in Creekside, a lot of just gonna take you back to your Cobra, Ellis. Ellis. I don't even remember giving Ellis my address. Ellis took me home, made sure I got in the door, bro. Called me the next morning.
I'm like, bro, that's a real.
That's a real friend, bro, for somebody. And then y' all don't know where I stay. I stay out. I stay country, like, outskirts of Florence, damn near Marion down there. You feel me? Like that. Made sure I got home, bro.
Like, and. And to. And like, we locked in for life after that. You feel me? Like, just people like that, bro. People who got your best interest at heart. Like Brian about to let you drive.
No, boy, give me your address.
Being a man is hard. Not gonna lie. Gotta train your mind to be strong. Yeah, bro.
Sometimes, bro. Like, we be hurting ourselves by doing that, though, you feel me? Like, me personally, bro, I feel like I pushed away a lot of people, bro. Just training my mind to kind of, like, be ready for the. And expecting good. You know what I'm saying? Well, I ain't gonna say, like, how we used to say it. Like, it was like, prepare for the worst, hope for the best type.
But I kind of push people away with my. My mentality, bro. Like, I just, Like. I just don't want to get hurt, bro. I could be. I could be open with y' all to say that. I just don't. I don't. I don't like that feeling. I don't like that. That. That emptiness that you get from, like, that disappointment of somebody, like, you know what I'm saying? Like, you over. I don't like that.
Like, and, like, when I love, I love hard. So when I ain't saying, like, just in relationship, bro, that Just. That we were friends and all, you know what I'm saying? Like, it's certain people, bro. You can't.
You know what I'm saying? Like, it just. I don't know, bro. So, like, just that disappointment, bro. Like, somebody, like, letting you know. Like, bro, you don't matter to them. Like, they matter to you. Yeah, I'm kind of like, that. Kind of had me cool.
Yb, what's happening, my boy? What else? Say? Yeah, it wasn't even hanging like that. For real. Hey, listen, Ellis, for real, bro. Like, when you took me home, bro, I was like, damn, Ellis, boy, you a real boy. I can't. I can't thank you enough, like, you know what I'm saying? Like, pj, what's happening, my boy?
Yeah, it's definitely okay to protect yourself, bro. And that's me. I'm always. I always got my guard up, bro. I ain't really. Like.
I ain't really. I'm friendly, bro, but I ain't too friendly.
You know what I'm saying? And that's another thing. I kind of, like, got to get out, too, bro. Like, sometimes I used to feel like I always got to, like, let somebody know I ain't a ass or you ain't gonna talk to me any type of way. You ain't gonna do this to me or. You feel me? Like, bro, I had to get out of that, you know I'm saying I don't really care no more. Feel me? Like, but, like, that was big. That was my first big step, though, is that.
[00:13:46] Speaker B: That's the worst part about it, though, giving all your love to somebody just to get played with.
[00:13:52] Speaker A: But, bro, that's the part of life you got to, like, understand, too. Like, make peace with understanding that you. You can only control what you can control.
You can't control everything.
You know what I'm saying? Like, I get y' all another little side to me, bro, that I don't really talk about, bro, the man I call my daddy ain't my daddy, for real. You know what I'm saying? That my stepdaddy, so it like, my daddy probably stayed 15 minutes up, up the street, bro. I grew up hating Father's Day.
I grew up hating people seeing. Seeing people who look like they daddy, bro. You know what I'm saying? Like, just weird, bro. Like, that's what. That's what made me want to be a better dad, bro. Making sure my son don't never feel like that. That's why I don't play about that deadbeat. Like, bro, I'd be really on that. I'm a.
I'm. My son never feel what I feel. The questions I have to, like, answer to myself.
You feel me? Like, it's just.
You got to go through people go through, bro.
Appreciate you, Richard, man.
What's happening?
I classify myself as an introvert.
Some days I'm all for those I love. Other days, I just want to be alone, to power up, be able to tolerate the things that comes from the. From others. Mind you, I'm blind, too, so I'm trying to read off the screen. I ain't illiterate, but.
But, hey, listen, bro, I feel that introvert, bro, because, like I say, bro, one thing prison taught me, bro, and, like, I'm glad, but I really could just be by myself, bro.
I don't need nobody. I don't need to. Like, I don't need a little gas in the game in my. My PS5, bro, and I'll be cool. That kind of like a way of getting away from life, too, for me. Like, I don't really need, bro. I used to be the Hooper. I wanted to be outside every weekend. I want to be Ron to everybody, bro. I don't really be. Like, I remember one night I went outside with one of my homeboys, bro, and like, everybody was like, damn, what's up, bro? What's up, bro? What's up, bro? What's up, bro? Like, I'm just dapping up back to back to back. My homeboy was like, bro, you, You. You too accessible, bro.
I was like, damn.
Made me kind of, like, fall back, bro. So I'll just be chilling.
That's why I, like, they got down touch on the Facebook.
What John say what kings can say.
What can you say first?
When you make peaceful understanding, everybody won't and will not love love like you. Yeah, yeah, for sure.
That's for show. Like, that's for sure.
Hey, PS5, go help you in. So Many ways, though. At least I'll tell you, bro. That's why when be like, oh, you play the game. You play the game. You're too grown to play the game.
I ain't about to be outside y' all every week looking at the same ass that I'm trying to. Goddamn.
I'm a superstar on 2K.
What Brandon say, to be real, you gotta go through some damn, I'm blind heartbreaks and betrayals to reach yourself, to teach yourself how to be strong in them situations. Yeah, bro, that real.
That real, bro.
That real. I can't even, like, elaborate on that enough, like, as being a man, bro. Like, if you got a strong mental, bro, you kind of could conquer anything, bro, because we can't be the. We can't be the weak link.
We is the head of the household, bro. Like, I don't know how y' all think of y' allself, bro, How y' all carry yourself as me and bro, but, like, I do, like, be on that. Like, that's why, like, I don't be arguing with the. The 50. 50, bro. Cause it's like, if you're a provider, bro, you're a provider, bro, but provider don't always mean you got to have a hunted, bro. It's just. It's. It's a weird balance, you know what I'm saying? Like.
Like, bro, a man is a man, bro. Everybody ain't put here to make a hundred thousand dollars in the second or a hundred thousand dollars in the. In the. In a month. You know what I'm saying? Like, bro, you got to run your race. You gotta do. You got to do what you put here for, you know what I'm saying? Too many chiefs, not enough Indians.
But it is what it is, bro. It's. It's. I don't know about y' all, bro, but sometimes, bro, I just got. You got to sit down and, like, do some self evaluation, bro.
You know what I'm saying? You got to, like, look yourself in the face sometimes. You can't blame the world, bro.
You know what I'm saying? You gotta put some work in feeling like can fall out the sky, bro. And you ain't gonna know how to appreciate it or know how to double it or know how to know what to do with it, because.
Fell out the sky. You ain't work for it if you work for that, bro. I guarantee you, bro, it's gonna.
It's gonna hit a little harder, you know what I'm saying? Like, you're gonna appreciate it. A little more.
Especially like, when you don't went through dark times, bro. I don't went through dark times, doggy.
I don't went through. I didn't went through the darkest of the dark. For me. For me, personally, I ain't saying nobody's situation get worse than mine, but I don't went through some bad situations on my mental. And I kind of, like, just fought myself about that, dog. You know what I'm saying? Like, you got the fight, bro. You got to fight every day. It's a fight, bro. And. And I. I live by this, bro. It's 1% a day. You get better. 1% a day.
It don't got to be the whole 100, you know what I'm saying?
Hear me? Anybody want to join the live, just don't get on here talking about no bro gonna boot your ass up, and you'll never get on this again. You feel me? Like, you know, say, like, what's up? All right. We'd have been talking. All right. We just did 20 minutes of serious time.
We could start some now if y' all want to start some.
Like, you know, y' all know I come on here to have fun, too. If I ain't breaking Yoshi, it's.
I got my mama on here. What's up, mama?
I'm gonna be mean to say every episode, my mama called me and be like, I ain't raised you like this. Yoshi, she tell me the air episode, bro. I'll be trying to figure out what I'm doing wrong, bro.
How she Ray, what up you doing, bro?
I was being here making y' all act the fool.
Hey, Mama Bill, he said, let's talk about that hook.
Oh, Lord, Cardi.
Hey, man.
Ma, you did raise me like this, though.
It don't matter what you say, but you see your baby boy now, we all right.
We all right. In the real world, on social media, I'll be on bs but in the real world, I take care of business.
But, yeah, we could talk. She talk about that mouth.
Oh, man.
My boy Shamil, man. What's happening?
And we can talk about Cardi, though, because I've seen a lot of y' all, like, why y' all. Why y' all happy? Offset like.
Like going through it. Like, what. What. What's up with that? You seen that, yo, you see the vibes?
Okay, so I. You know Cardi B with Stefan Diggs now.
So she went the. The little boy got the.
The same hairstyle, braided like Stefan ds.
Mind you. Mind you. You really doing you, you, you, you.
You really doing out of spot. You talking about what she do wrong. Y' all be like celebrating like women doing that you won't do to the that doing you wrong.
Like, why. Like, why you so happy your your favorite celebrity?
Like, why you so happy your favorite celebrity dogging. You know what I'm saying? Her and you won't dog your do that makes sense.
Cause like, they real like be happy. Like, oh, she got down. She just get her get back. Y' all don't know the difference between dating and being married. What the.
Like, what the is we talking about gang word? Like, like, ain't it out of spite? Like, why would you get his hair done like this?
Am I a bad dad because I cheated on you?
Like, I'm.
I'm. I'm a bad. I'm a bad dad now because I cheated on you? You see how dumb that sound?
God damn. As much as y' all be giving up that goddamn lazy ass Kuchi bone that man go cheat. You got to goddamn tighten this up.
No, no, no. What go to sh. Come what he say?
And listen, bro. No cap when I seen that part, bro. That's why I ain't sharing nothing else. Like, I ain't got really. I ain't really ain't got nothing to say. Cuz you ask this woman for spousal support is hilarious.
I ain't gonna lie, bro.
Cardi Carter got them elves though, bro. I probably would have did that too if my lawyer would have told me to do that. You don't think you would do that, Yoshi?
You would ask for spouse support?
No.
Oh, no, bro. If it's a jug, it's a joke, bro. I love finessing.
Hey, listen, that's what I'm saying. Do anything you want. Believe them, right? That's what the spike comes in at. Because, bro, what the my kids got to do with this?
Me and you ain't work out. Okay, cool. I'm gonna have another around your baby. Y' all just be trying to make a hurt.
Hey, bro, we don't like why that even like got to go on. Then you get mad by how you it only take you one time to hurt that right? If you take you one time to crush a prior bro before that start looking at you different. It don't take that many times.
You ain't got to do that multiple times for a to get the point or you don't really give a.
What y' all. What y' all wanna say.
There ain't no damn get Back just giving up your.
No, that's. That's for real, bro.
That for real, bro. That'd be the first thing that women go do. You know what I'm saying? Like, oh, you cheating. I'm gonna go cheat, too. Why?
Why?
Like, bro, I don't know.
Oh, no game.
I don't think I've been seeing no social media is.
Oh, offset hurt that. Hey, I be seeing y' all who be trying to goddamn say anything to get little women attention, though. You know what I'm saying? Like, but you'll see that in real life and just walk past them. But you want women attention. Like, bro, y' all be weird, bro. Cause how y' all know cardi side?
Come on, man. Y' all boys tripping, man.
Free all set, man.
Free all set. In the chat, I seen one say. I seen one say because. Because he around the guy. I guess he around the tweet some earlier and was like.
Like, this will make you crash out type. After she posted the baby with the matching braids type. And like, oh, he ain't spin for offset.
What?
I mean, he ain't spin for take.
He's supposed to spin for take over. That would. That would get y' all attention. You see what. You see what slides Pavan got dirt. Y' all just start talking about him.
Bro, that be weird. But anybody got time to be proving they're a real. No more than y' all boy did. Nah, he. He. He. He is laying, though, for kind of asking for sponsor support, bro, that. That.
You can't undo that one.
You can. You. You was amigo. You supposed to have that, like, you know what I'm saying? You supposed to have that put up or something, bro. Like, oh, no, Yoshi, I don't know about that one.
Spousal support is crazy. That been looking in that one my bank account, bro. And he like, you can't leave me.
That's all that was. He would goddamn swiping up on that. He been looking at them goddamn deposits and that always buying Jury and she. They say little TJ said that was got down, bro. He's the Bears. The nigga's amigo. Like, they got everybody rapping like a certain way now. There's no way like, this is broke.
Like, words. Same one saying, spin the same one.
Never been in the streets. You talking about never been in the street. Some never been. Some never been in the street fight.
Never even threw up the fist at the. You feel me? Like, and when they go fighting, they gonna swing like this.
They only Got one, too. They gonna tuck their head to swine that real tough.
Oh, yeah. He counting that pocketbook, though. I ain't gonna lie. He counting that pocketbook. I'll say I can't say I can't save you from that one.
You got the way that one on the jawline, bro.
But, like, damn, how you even ask that one you did that? Kid did that kind of fast, too. Yoshi, like, as soon as she ain't been posting with Stefan Diggs a month yet and it's already spousal support up. He had this in the bag.
He had that in the back pocket waiting on that twin word.
Amen. That's why.
That's why I don't follow up. Bro. Be wanting to see you. People be wanting to see you do some they'll never do.
People love seeing you do some they won't do. Bro, just like with Cardi B. How she doing with set, you know what I'm saying? Like, y' all, y' all, y' all don't be doing that. That's why y' all celebrating that, because that's what you wish you could do. You feel me? Like, but I ain't crashing out by.
I'll be, I'll be high up in the ass and this, that, and the third. But as long as you ain't striking distance, as soon as you start pulling up your pants and balling up your fears, we got a problem. I gotta defend myself. I'm scared. I, I, I feel you feel me? Like, all right, bro. But other than that, bro, I don't be.
I don't really be concerned with that.
They going spite for Spike.
Lawyer probably said, wait until we get her doing something I can use in court. Hey, I'm telling you, cuz, soon as she starts shaking that ass. So goddamn Stefan.
And, like, Stefan pissed me off, too, because why is you taking on beef because you got a new.
That ain't got nothing to do with you.
That was that man wife you, you got. Damn.
You got to put some air in your chest about another wife. Like, bro, I don't understand, bro. This, this, this, this. Like, life be weird like a real life. Not like you, because they talking to a you done talking to.
Like you don't like me because I cheated on this.
You chicken till the ass. Like, bro, what the that got to do with you?
You just be a better man. That's all you got to do. You just be a better man.
Real talk had that head until they watch that dry. I thought more than that, cuz. I put hands and feet on that ass.
Oh, let's talk about how women hit you with the.
What do you say?
I'm scared to give you my all because I've been hurt. But when you wanna. When you want a all in the jump, how that work? Yes. You gotta bring this screen closer because I'm sounding like I can't like, read or something. Like, can you read the comments? Bro, I'm blind. I really can't see this. I got there putting words in front of each other.
[00:30:48] Speaker B: Let's talk about how women hit you with the. I'm scared to give you my all. Cause I've been hurt, but want a all in from the jump. How that work?
Like you.
Like you the only being over coming with past trauma and wonder why ain't going.
[00:31:06] Speaker A: Hey, listen, bro, that's a valid ass point. Because when men coming to dating or into a relationship versus, like when women come to a relationship, bro, it'd be weird and it'd be different. I ain't picking no size. But I'm just saying, you from my past experiences, like, I'm supposed to keep proving to you over and over and over and over again the type of I am. And the only thing I get from you is somebody.
You know what I'm saying? Like, God damn. Like, bro, y' all ain't the only one that been hurt. Yeah, y' all probably been hurt a lot more. That's because you keep going from to though chasing waterfalls. TLC being told y' all about chasing them goddamn waterfalls. You feel what I'm saying?
[00:31:48] Speaker B: Brandon said, what about them girls want you to be? They trick but don't want to give? No.
[00:31:53] Speaker A: Oh, I don't know about them.
I don't what you. Damn, bro.
So they. Them girls want you to be. They trick and don't want to give up? No. What kind of woman is that? Well, that think she is.
Who is that?
You ain't cut. Oh, what you getting out of it? Other than the chasing the three ain't getting nothing out of it. And you send the money. Y' all better stop sending that money girl money. Cause she cute, that girl.
He must have been yelling at practice.
I was just about to say, hey, listen, my boy Yoshi got down going through some things. That's why he kind of raspy right now, you know what I'm saying? But I feel like it's just a little seasoning on them.
He could talk still. You feel me? Like, sean, what's happening?
[00:32:50] Speaker B: You John.
[00:33:00] Speaker A: Like, she want a sugar daddy, cuz Boy, hey, listen. Raise your hand.
Raise your hand. If you send money to a woman just because she pretty, or you be swiping up asking like, what's your cash app? And, oh, I think you so fine. You just so pretty. Let me. Let me pay for your lunch.
You ain't getting nothing out of. Raise your hand.
I want you to slap the. Out yourself with that same goddamn head. Cause you sound like a fool.
Real talk.
Hey, hey, no cap. Cause I don't. I don't. I don't know about them. I ain't. First of all, I am the type of. To give you, like, oh, here's 200 for some.
I'd rather take that same 200, 300, whatever, spend it on what lead to the.
And we good. You know what I'm saying? Like, bro, I'm not. I'm not just. I'm not just giving a woman no money, bro.
Y' all got to stop doing that. Y' all better grow up, bro. That's not the way to go. Why do y' all think?
Matter of fact, tell that you got it in cash that if that go. If you gonna be that type of. You tell that woman I don't got cash out. You gotta come get it in cash.
You know what I'm saying? That's all you got to do, Twin. And make sure you're sexy when you come over here to get the cash. Now, don't you come over here with no binding on, talking about you need no money.
You know what I'm saying? Like, well, we gonna do something.
We're gonna do something. I don't give it. Oh, hey, listen, bro. And see, that's the. That's the difference between a lot of and me. Because I'm the type of. Bro, I could look at the woman. I can admire a woman. Oh, she look good.
I don't got to hit that. Cause y' all beating the game up. Y' all be giving these women money. Y' all tell the. She fine, and she ain't got nothing but a fat ass. She's not fine. She's got a fat ass. Y' all just the game up, bro. You just giving money. You just got everybody feeling like they deserve to be treated like Instagram models. And, man, stop doing that, man.
Real talk. Cause I'm the type of. As soon as she get the. Oh, you got to do this for me. You got to do that. Okay, well, cool. I'm out.
It just ain't for me. You feel me? Like, it just ain't for me. I'm cool with that. You're a cool person, though. I'll. Your homegirl, she'll tell you about it. You know what I'm saying? Like, bro, you gotta look at life different.
I ain't giving out the money, though. Not just for the free skin, not just. Not just to be giving no money. I got the real life. Like somebody. You got to be my you. Because I want to see my girl happy. But just random women. Y' all that rich.
Do you just. Do you just buy your kids some?
You just. Just randomly buy your mama some?
And don't talk to me about that trick. I don't like that, bro, because I'll be. I'll be getting on ass for real.
What that comment said right there, I can't read.
[00:36:08] Speaker B: I'm at the inbox you. I'm at the inbox you and give you my number so you can call me. You talk. You talk too much stuff that your boy need a hero. I'm at the inbox, you give me your number, okay?
[00:36:21] Speaker A: Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. What? Who is that right there?
[00:36:25] Speaker B: Sean Jackson. I guess they gonna inbox you.
[00:36:27] Speaker A: I talk too much stuff. That my boy. Who my boy is?
Hey, Mars, bro, you know, we been. We been this funny, bro since we've been kids, dog. Since we've been like, yay high. We've been got down Kiki in it up now. But, Josh, I learned my lesson. You better learn your lesson.
Be damn if I was just giving the woman some money, bro. What be wrong? Where your daddy at? You ask your dad about this? You got some uncles who just be giving women money because these new different. Y' all be too rich for me. Then I need to be staying with your mama, just giving people money. Well, you better say that, because soon as you start paying bills, all that just giving money out. You ain't doing that no more, twin.
Hell no.
No. The most giving money. When I give money, I buy.
I buy your ass some Edible Arrangements. I ain't giving you no money. What the I look like?
Hell no.
Hell no. Boy, you better find a woman that love you, bro. That's. That's the day and time we at right now. Find a woman that love you, bro. Find a woman that love you, nurture you. Do for you willing to care about you, bro. Try to understand you, bro, because now, day and time, you giving her 400, she getting 400 again from another tomorrow.
You know what I'm saying? Like, they gonna call you broke when you ain't got it. You tripping. I ain't. Hell no. I like women that like me for me. Ain't giving no no money. Just be giving money. But y' all boys better goddamn stop doing that. Listen, when we was in high school was cool. You go buy a box of pizza, take it to the chili the table that was number nine books. But we grown now.
I ain't got no cardio watches and goddamn 500 mile power cars, bro. 500, 000. I ain't just giving nobody no money, man. That if she. If that's. If that's the requirement for me to with her, I just won't with her. You feel me? Like it. Plenty of probably could tell you about me, but as soon as they got to talk about some money. I remember I hit a up one night.
I hit the up one night. Yo, she on some drunk now. What's up? You know I'm saying, some high school. High school I ain't talked to in years. What's up?
What we got going on? What are you trying to do? What's up? Oh, y' all pull up.
What you got for me? What the you mean what I got for you?
What you mean what I got for you? You talking about like some money.
Yeah. Ain't nothing free, man. I put this in my hand and go to sleep. I hop on exit XXX or whatever. The put this into my hand, find me a good video, bro. I'm going to sleep. I ain't about to be sitting on no money. Why y' all tripping?
Hey, listen. Hey, hey, listen. Somebody. Jay, you don't drop that bag on something, man.
I didn't drop the bag on mine.
My.
I know ain't nobody else in that.
At least at my turn.
Mine. Yeah, I'm gonna drop a bag on that for sure.
For sure.
Other than that. No, no. Oh, been. Please. What please.
Hey. Buying pizza make you feel like goddamn BMF in high school, Boy. You got them get money. You come through that with some fresh forces on. Fresh out the trunk. You ain't paying over $30 for whole coochie fit. Fresh out the trunk and you buy a box of pieces for them. Well, please.
Okay, okay. Well, you were the man.
I already thought that. Feel like my cousin Bianca. My cousin Bianca was a Chili's. I love buying the chilies and some pizza. Oh, and I'll be in that all morning trying to get me some quarters to give me some dollars for my mom and them, bro. Let me get $10. My Uncle Peanut, you know, let me get $10. I get $10, go buy some piece tripping.
Please say good pussy and the dry purse. Don't. Hey, hey.
I'm. I'm trying to. I'm trying to. Told y' all, I'm trying to tell you that, man, that young man, he young too. Hey, and he already got it. Listen, how I'm supposed to be so rich and you broke?
You ever thought about that, bro?
How I'm supposed to have all this going on and you barely got what you got going on, bro?
Y' all better start facing reality. And then that's why I say I give. I give a reality check. Like I say, I might be the. That ain't for you. You can leave me on red. Whatever. I ain't your type.
Be like, oh, you spend no money. Don't inbox me. I. I ain't inboxing you.
You know what I'm saying? Like, bro, I'm that type of like, bro, I want what's for me. I don't have to go outside my way and act like this, this, that the third. Or act like I'm just so rich and not take care of my real responsibilities. I'mma just be sending you money every week. And I ain't bought my kid nothing.
What?
You know what I'm saying? Like what? Please.
Right? Hey, hey, listen, Mike, I said some real, though. At least I know it's my turn. Cause, bro, a lot of times in life, it just be your turn, brother. Ain't your. That's just your turn.
You know what I'm saying? Like, a woman is never in love with you. She's in love with her feelings.
And that's facts. So if her feelings are leading her towards you, then you good like you.
You feel what I'm saying? But if her feeling somewhere else, she all right. But do. Do some boy math. They say girl, man, you better add that up, man.
You hear me?
Know what? For them, I still can't believe these just be out here giving out money though.
You like, it's like. Like to be known as a treat.
Oh, yeah. I'll be tricking. I'll be just buying.
I've been seeing y' all corn ass be sharing that. Nobody give a about that. What it was a chick fil a software. Hey, you know y' all had. Y' all had. Y' all had the little boujos over there. The chick fil a you buying. Chick fil A at lunch in high school, man, use the man, bro, you buying those dry ass chicken sandwiches. Oh, the pizza guy buy some French fries. French fries wasn't there but $1.25. And the lemonade wasn't up a 50 cent. I remember that. I take $2 and make my girl happy as. Why you tripping? Why was the. The budget God you talking. I'm still the budget guy.
That's all like a Yoshi court right there. You to be around here too long. What Yoshi quote, bro.
Man, that's all like. Yoshi might be. Got that for me. John, you tripping.
[00:43:15] Speaker B: John need to go to sleep.
[00:43:20] Speaker A: You know what I'm saying? Like. But nah, for real though, bro. Like, I don't be. I. I never understand like like a band who kind of like you gonna go through like. And see, this would be the weird about dating, right? With. With like, bro, you be. Didn't go through all these hoops and.
And. And loops. You went through all these mazes and trying to get this woman the way you got her to. You got her the way you want her. And it ain't worth the.
You know what I'm saying? Like, she. She wasn't. She wasn't interested in you to pursue you enough to kind of like make it interesting, bro. So now that you tired of the chase or not, when that die, it literally be that every time. You know what I'm saying?
Literally be that every time, bro, about women don't love you. Women love they feeling. What? Please. I'm old here, boy. I'm 32, John. I ain't no young.
You feel me? I ain't.
I ain't just a young boy. You feel me? Like I know a little something, bro.
But that real, bro. Women don't love you, bro. They love their feelings. You feel me? Like if the feeling lead towards you, bro, then you're good, bro. But if you. The feeling is somewhere else, bro, you hang it up, hang it up, hang it up.
That's just like Cardi. You see where Cardi at?
Getting bent over, bro.
Man, she on the boat with 50 women. She was never on the boat with 50 women. With. With. With set, bro.
This. This called life, bro.
This called life, bro. This God life, man. This is. Man, we're closing in on about the last 10 minutes, bro. See, I better get these questions and topics here. No. Cause we bought out of here, you know? Say what I'm saying.
Real talk. Hey, rico, the fries $25, bro. You buy some french fries, bro. You're the man.
He say on the boat, Cardan never took offset on that boat, boy. With 55.
You see, they had to investigate The. Cause he too. Goddamn.
What? I ain't gonna lie. I've been around drugs a long time. I don't think that was no drug. No pink substance.
Because that's a new one.
That's a new one there. He pulled that out, you know what I'm saying? Like, I ain't seen nothing that pink.
But listen, Cardi just left.
Carter just left a cheating ass for another cheating ass, bro.
I see this cycle too many times.
Like, it's. I don't know.
So y' all think. Y' all think. Y' all think Cardi B. Is like, in a better situation now, like. Or y' all just catch because, you know, when you first get with somebody, it's that honeymoon phase, or y' all just happy for a honeymoon phase? Well, I'm just happy she's so. I'm just happy she's over offset. Why that was her husband. Your grandma being through worse, you know what I'm saying? Like, dealer. Oh, that should be wild. But like I say, real hard being the man, bro, you got to find you somebody that love you, bro. You gotta find you somebody that want to be with you, bro, you got to find you somebody that's for you. That's. Her feelings are for you, bro, because not damn time, bro. Like, I ain't chasing no women, bro.
I ain't saying I ain't chasing the women. I just ain't. I ain't even got the energy in me to, like, have 50 women no more, bro. I got. I ain't. I ain't that successful yet.
I ain't that successful yet. I feel like that's a. That's a rich, rich sport. Like, at this grown ass age, boy, you got all the women. Boy, you rich.
You got going on, and I ain't got it going on.
So I ain't even. I ain't never even been that type of with it. I'm lying.
I'm lying. Like, I ain't about to lie like that. A couple years ago, bro, I was outside.
I'm inside now.
I'm inside now, bro. It just. It's just too much going on. Y' all got too much going on. Y' all don't go to the health department, bro. Y' all just. It just. It's just too much going on. Gee, I just rather like get me one good one and just lay it down to him.
No more questions, no more coming. I guess we about to goddamn right that Y' all should pay my theme music, you feel me? Hey, man, I appreciate y' all for tapping in, man. It's always fun tapping in, you feel me? We back again next Tuesday episode gonna be out Thursday, man. I'm gonna drop my clips and as always, you feel me?
And yeah, this is another episode appeasing the power podcast with your boy Jay with the ink you feel dropped them bars, man, and we out, man. Peace.